I think I'm catching on

21 September 2022 01:27

I'll be doing something informative later but I felt like I hadn't done a personal post in quite a while. I am starting to catch on to things I didn't realize I was messing up. I am still having a hard time getting indexed on Bing but it is what it is. I realized I was making my meta descriptions too long so I went back and updated them. They probably aren't that great but at least I now understand that part. This blog is a learning process so I can't have everything be perfect. I will just do better moving forward. We have already grown in leaps and bounds since I first started. I am including more pictures instead of writing what looks like a school essay, I got the meta descriptions down, and also the titles to the recommended length. I still have a ways to go when it comes to the images though. I have not nailed down the alt text portion so I will look more into that.

Youtube and the podcast are behind the times but I have so much going on since I got on my health kick. Plus it's not easy to do informative posts. All the research and trying to get everything in order is very time-consuming. I have realized that trying to post every day is a bit much. So my goal is every other day. If I want to make personal posts then that's something else but as far as making informative posts that will probably be an every other day thing. If I'm at training and we are in the field then I probably will have to either reschedule something or just not post. I'm leaning towards just not posting because I have only been doing this for a couple of months and I already have over 50 posts. One of my videos on TikTok got taken done supposedly for nudity and sexual activity involving minors.

Which is absolutely bs. I will put the video in this post. If it's because my son only has on a diaper he is literally in the video for like 2 seconds if that and I have a lot of videos that he only has on a diaper. I see videos all the time of kids just in a diaper and they wanted to take mine down. if it's because of the diaper every other video I posted and everyone else has posted needs to be removed. I honestly feel like maybe someone reported my video because I have never had a problem with any of the other videos. Before anybody comes for me my son is a messy kid and because we barely go anywhere when we are home I don't really see any point in getting me completely dressed just to stay in the house. Some days he gets clothed some days he doesn't it just depends on my mood that day.

I figure if they put it back up I'll just start dressing him though. I can see where people would have a problem with it and I appreciate them trying to say it's to protect minors. I just don't 100% agree with them on that considering that the minor I mentioned in another post was being sexualized constantly and they did nothing to protect her. Her mother was the person making her look a certain way and do certain things that gave me the creeps and then to see adults talking about the way they were is disgusting. My 1-year-old doing what kids do is wrong though. Y'all let me know what you think in the comments. I wonder if he had on shorts would they have had a problem with the video?

I was going to start an informative post but I can barely keep my eyes op[en so I'm gonna get a few hours of shut-eye and just work on that tomorrow. I still haven't found a job and it's driving me insane to not be working. My depression is better and I haven't been having dark thoughts in quite a while but the stress is still there. I made a Gofundme if anyone feels led to give. I'll link it at the bottom of this post. Giving is not required but it is much appreciated. The money I get from drill has helped and I almost have my rent caught up, my water bill is good, but the electricity is so far behind that we are at risk of disconnection. I pray that something will come through soon for work because I hate being without especially as a mother. I think this is the part that makes it so tough is that It's not just me it's my kids. They are my motivation and life and I hate for them to live like this.

Unapologetically,

K

https://gofund.me/bd825fb2