Thinking out Loud

12 April 2023 12:23

Thinking out loud is a creative and spontaneous process that helps generate ideas and solve problems. In this post I'm just writing out some of my thoughts and ideas as well as giving you guys a little update on my life. I have been doing a very bad job at blogging for a while. I guess since I haven't been feeling the best mentally I have been retreating and isolating myself a lot. I started the blog to help with that but then I guess I got so low for so long I couldn't bring myself to even write a blog post. I really don't like to complain because I feel like there are so many other things going on in the world and there are people who have it worse off than me so how do I have the right to complain? I'm kind of up and down mentally but I feel better today. I have been working on so many different things in my head to occupy my time. I still have the LLC I purchased and haven't done anything with it. I am putting videos up on my gaming youtube channel, but nothing on the blog youtube channel. I am working on that but I figured I need to get back to blogging first.

I think I mentioned before that my microphone wasn't working with my pc setup and then randomly last night Malice plugged it in and it finally decided to work. I scheduled a video on Gaming with Keishia that actually had some decent audio quality. For the Youtube stuff, I just need some video equipment and also to work on the editing. It's kind of easy when I'm just screen-recording gaming videos but I haven't learned how to add an intro or outro to the videos. I did try adding chapters to the last video, but we'll have to see if that actually works or if I did it wrong. I decided that I will be uploading gaming videos on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. I think I am going to be scheduling blog posts twice a week on Tuesday and Thursday Mornings and then if I feel the need to write there may be more posts than that. I would eventually like to put up videos on the Unapologetically Keishia Youtube once a week on Sunday Mornings.

I just need to stick to the schedule so hopefully by the beginning of next month I will be able to start making Videos for the blog Youtube. I'm back to being excited about something in my life. At this point, the only thing I'm having trouble with is trying to bring more income into my home. I want to find something that I truly enjoy doing not just finding something that will pay me. That seems to have been the theme with every job I get which makes it very easy for me to quit when I get tired of it. That was basically the premise behind buying the LLC. I want to work for myself. I just don't know what I want to do. Maybe I will bring a few self-help books out of the closet and see If some self-reflection can give me an idea. I was wanting to take a nap so I could get some energy to be productive around the house today, but I had so many thoughts running through my head that I couldn't get my brain to shut down.

I just extended the domain for another year. Writing this post made me realize how much I have missed writing here. I was also trying to brainstorm some ideas for videos that I could possibly do. I do know that I need to get back to my weight loss because for me working out is a major mood booster plus my self-confidence is in the gutter. It's not very high to begin with but this extra 40 pounds has made it very hard to look in a mirror so beginning this weekend I will be back to intermittent fasting. I do plan on hitting the gym but that will have to wait for a couple weeks. I know it seems like I'm procrastinating but in all honesty, I will be busy the next couple weeks and won't be able to get to the gym. So starting July 31st I will be going to the gym 3 days a week.

Well this post is getting rather long so I'm going try to get a power nap in and then get productive I need to get started on a blog post for Sunday and get some cleaning done. If you have any ideas for topics leave me a comment. If you're into video games drop some game titles and go check out my gaming channel Gaming with Keishia. I will be having a new discord server up so I will be adding that on the site soon. I have 2 TikTok pages which just like everything else are Unapologetically Keishia and Gaming with Keishia.

Unapologetically,

K