Long Time No See

05 April 2023 23:44

I'm so shocked when I looked back on my last post and saw that I have not been on here in 6 months. I guess I should update you on what I have been doing. My mental health took a downward spiral and I couldn't keep trying to put on a brave front and acting like everything was all rainbows and unicorns. I needed to just take a break. I love this blog trying to be transparent and open my life up was a lot. I was talking about and confronting a lot of things I have kept buried. I'm not a super creative person so trying to keep up with the posting and what to post is hard work. I'm ready to get back to posting but I think it will be once a week for now.

I have been doing some new things lately. My brother helped me build a PC in February so I started another Youtube channel for gaming. I have done a few videos but I really need to take some classes or watch some videos on video editing. I ordered a Blue Yeti microphone last year I realized that the audio on my videos was kind of low because I was using my gaming headset so I thought I would try using the almost $200 mic I bought but never got to use and it doesn't work. I also filed for an LLC thinking I would start some kind of business or at least if any of my new endeavors became profitable I could keep it separate from my personal stuff. I have been learning new things and realized I want to work for myself and build something I can leave after I am gone.

I'm really just working on my happiness and trying to be the person I want to be. I'm now 36 years old so I need to just do what makes me happy and stop letting things hold me back from my own happiness. Well, I don't have a lot to say right now I'm trying to just let everybody know I'm back and get back into blogging again. I'm trying to watch My Hero Academia and wait to get Malice up in time for school. I think I will start posting every week on Wednesday and then just anytime I feel I have something to say. I have a lot of things to update so see you next Wednesday if not sooner.

Unapologetically,

K