Just a Little Something

11 Sep 2022 3:09

I fixed my spreadsheet for tracking all these posts and pages on the site. I was going to go back to post them all on my socials but there were way too many at this point. So I just figured that moving forward I would post them everywhere. I started the IF post but I needed to finish the fast I started that light before I could write it all. I'm getting this blogging thing down pretty good I think. I'm working on my creativity, but I think it's a bit much to post every day, so sometimes I get burnt out. Now I understand why news stations, newspapers, and magazines have so many people.

I still haven't done anything on the podcast. I think that the podcast and Youtube will be a once or twice-a-week thing. So I talked to my mom and Boss will be back living at some any day now. I already sent in all his stuff to be enrolled in his new school. I'm just waiting for them to get back to me so she can go unenroll him from his current school. I have Drill coming up so I probably won't post just because that is so draining and if the last training is any indication I will probably be too busy and tired. I have been struggling with my insomnia lately and I know it's because I'm stressed about bills. I am still looking for a job but it's difficult to find anything that fits my needs.

being a single parent is rough. I love my kids but not having the education to possibly put me in a position to get better jobs makes it tough. I've been contemplating getting into some college classes online. It's not like I have anything better to do at the moment. Who knows maybe my not being able to get a job is a sign to go to school. I do appreciate not working because I get a lot of time with my kids but I am over feeling lazy and unproductive. I love the blog but the blog makes no money. If I haven't had this time off I never would have thought about starting this. The kids and I did a little workout today. I don't know if it's because I am out of shape or what but my knees are bad. I was trying to do jumping jacks and was hurting.

I had knee problems after Ally as well but when I went to the doctor they said it was from being pregnant and the pregnancy hormones. She was like 6 months old so I believed them this time Buddy is over a year old so I don't that is the reason this time. I am going to say it's because I'm out of shape. I am getting older as well but I don't know about my family having any knee problems. My bio mom has hip problems. I don't even know if problems like that are hereditary. I don't think they are though. I guess now you kind of understand the reason behind why I'm trying to focus on my health. I'm sleepy so I'll have a new informative post tomorrow.

Unapologetically,

K