Mentally Drained

14 July 2022 22:45

I am literally working my fingers to the bone trying to make this website something really special. I want it to be something I can be proud of. I just didn't realize how much work it involved. The designing parts were kind of easy I know the site looks pretty good. It's just all the behind-the-scenes work that's so hard. Trying to get the site indexed in search engines and SEO is really out of my depth. Now I know why people hire other people to do this kind of work, but they aren't me. I don't have the financial freedom to just spend possible hundreds of dollars for someone to do all these things for me.

I'm trying to do all the research I can to figure out what I need to do but everything I'm reading is just going over my head. I figured myself to be kind of intelligent but when I'm reading about alt text, indexing, and crawling I just wanna take the site down and let it go. I love this site it's like building a legacy. Is it gonna be worth it if I'm not able to get it out there to be found??? I'm posting on social media, but I mean does anyone even read blogs anymore with sites like TikTok and YouTube???

Unapologetically,

K