What do you love most about your life?

02 August 2022 22:06

Well, I intended to finish writing another post but that one I need to do some research for so I'll try to get that done during the day tomorrow so I can have it posted tomorrow night. I do wanna make some informative posts for y'all. I finally got the Packages I ordered from Littil so I'll be doing a product review on those eventually. I know I've only had them for a day but there isn't anything complex about them so why not let you guys know what I think? Now to the post at hand... What do I love most about my life????

What I love most about my life is being a mother. I really and truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. It is the best and most important thing I have ever done. I'm not perfect by any means and it has been a struggle but when I think about my life without these kids I can't even picture it. I know some people will say that I only feel that way because that's all I know but I don't feel that is the case. I might not have known everything I needed to know when I had my first child but I always knew I was meant to be a mother. When I was younger I said I would have 5 children. I was going to have 3 and adopt 2. I was blessed with 5 children. Sadly, my first son passed at 34 days old. That was one of the hardest things I've ever gone through. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I'm always wondering what he would have been like. He would have turned 15 this year. I fully intend to still adopt other children one day. I want to give other children a loving home like I was fortunate to be adopted into.

I feel that every one of my children is a little part of me in their own ways. All of their personalities are different but all together they make one of me. As much as I feel like they are learning from me I am learning from them also. I think they each come into my life to heal a broken piece of myself because the personality trait they seem to be showing the most is usually the part of me that needs to be fixed when they each are born. Malice is confidence. She doesn't care what you think she is just who she is. Boss is the compassionate empathetic one. He is always making sure everyone is ok and there whenever you need him. Ally is a love. No matter how I look or if I make a mistake she still just loves you. As for Buddy, I'm still working on him. So far he is the most I get want I want type. You tell him no a million times he still gonna keep pushing until he gets it.

I'm trying to make this kind of long but I'm getting sleepy and there wasn't much to say I probably should have made this a forum post but oh well It's a blog post now. So leave me a comment with what you guys love most about your life.

Unapologetically,

K